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lifeline
- hotline
kill data or be data
symptoms of a problem broken on its own
poverty of pain
a rich way of hurting *, a poor way of hurting *
Yeah I'm playing one way, no I'm not putting it one way
"things have a way of falling into place"
"it ties together", "it all ties together"
"fix it"
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relation v relatshhion
costly superpowers
costi superpowers
costing superpowers
power to read
real real state
ToDoToFeelToThink
- ToOrganize
personal identity
real shharey
giving yourself up
share v sacrifice
Makes me out,, makes me
correcting for myself, correcting for ourself
words tied
well thought
well-sense(d
reality tied
power to read that
a long time coming
definitely a weird feeling
definitively a weird feeling
kept getting shut down
kept getting repossessed
numbskull
who knows?
poverty of thought spells myour name, poverty of thought spells my name, poverty of thought spells our name(s(shh((i iii ii i...
i felt freed
what does that mean?
impressing whats important
impressing yourself
get your head on straight
backed up better than that
we're getting there
You know it
do/not slow/speed me up/down no/w/ww we were just getting started/ended
u've gotta check yourself
yourself put together
impressing people life
i feel freed.
why know how that fits
supernatural ability, superunnatural ability
numbness
memory issues of psychotechnilogical nature
texture says/it/not/that/way
symptoms and systems
language maps v language lines
compression
constrain:::t
shared memories, unshared memories
letterality
alletterality
mismentalhealth
adding for perfecti v subtracting for perfecti
objectextification
safe word
emotions and effects
i t gets to a point where, it gets to a point where, it gets to a point where, it gets to a point where, it gets to a point where,
making buildings move
alletterate
variables
Can I begin to
Are other people going to come to terms? are other people going to come to signs?
I know how that fits
Why know how that texts?
Why know how that taxes?
whatever you do, don't give u s a l l i l l i l p o w W w e r? ¿
what we can not lie about
emotional partner
Competitive spelling is a crazy world, competitive spelling is a sane world,
important on what terms we come together
trauma
feel
- so
attention
attension
What I came to terms with before, I need a technologically clarify
come to term
If we still think that way, if we still feel that way,
Were you given a sense of yourself?
how i feel
feel age
integrity
- integrates
about attention v about expression
painfully pretty powerful
what emotional state do i live in
a cushion.
Agree to Suppress Consciousness Under Rule of Standard Grammar
nervousness.
curious.
interesting.
contextivention,, contextervention
free expression v free education
#repeat!repeat?repeatWwWhyRePeAt?repeat!iiiIi|iili i?
prettypowerful.info?
shh, ask, shh, tell
tearshh.info
crimes of poverty v criminal abuse
i missed we misled<>mislead equally i
i want us abled to attest to my life behind llll!i¡illletttttters
texture
- context
you / are / not / your information no t i n f
im not doing anything irregular, with (reality) (a wor ld s) so irregulariyu irregularity irregular
how do you show you're barely alive? youshow it like: 1 2 3 legally?
trip
it :( takes :) time
i want to cry but i just feel pain. idk if im supposed to tell my friend, family, pro help, internet and or not
abuse i s a broken language
how can you easily talk about abuse and abusers without getting into trouble with law?
intergenerational / missing
eruptions
anything but that. trippy. nightmare. real. (brainfuck, mindfuck)
brain
we've seen worse. we've seen better. we've known worse?! ¡? ¡ii! iii! iii i i! iwe've known better.
so many words for so little feeling real v. so few words for so much feeling real v
we i dont cry)feel(real/big|deal\real untilunless we analyze
asking again to ask again.
can we afford to think about it?
what we're not saying is important
Activity
I don't believe it
And now I am back real meaning
alive?
information pain
i re mber that
What does it mean? It means something. v i t means nothing
what percent
a pain to realize
after great judgement, comes our judgment v. before great judgement comes our judgment
into your pattern, out of your pattern,
before me
I don't believe how real disturbing
I don't believe how real
And now I am back real me
And now I am back
I will wait.
A problem being asked.
coming into|out2| expression, coming into expression, coming out of expression
judged for language
a/b/c/x/y/z/i/am/not/in/a/state/to/work/well/if/ww..
business v buginess
A world, in a language, I lost I found i
hurts
It is worth waiting
Still
Can I, i, I, i,
ininoninothing worth waiti for
It is worth waiting for myself.
destructive delay
no/emotional state
shelters cutting ppl col turkey #deadline|d
if freetime is jailtime v. if jailtime is freetime
to think in words v. to think in people
i lov you listen
Dis/Abuse
- PainCensorship
scipsychotechnologically
WebsiteFindsYourData-KeepsYourData-DeletesYourData-Again?
I don't know
abuses v. abilities
pain pain pain signal signal signal
GrammarmakingGrammarBreaking
- How Sciing and Psying Really Kills
grow with.
psychological handcuffs
psychological heels..
socialization.. emo psy gender race.. real real
waiting
there there now
mirror neurons and mirror(s(s(hhh abuse
Unsayable Letters
shhh u icide
how much can you torture someone without making em bleed?
if we write well for other people, but don't write well for ouselves
WhySense
generative grammar and verbal abuse
let me help you with shhh
government v. governin
abuse trippy, abuse trippier, real trippy, real trippier
we need it. we need help.
unspeakable
army sci psy
broken letters
real governedin v real governedout
Asking For Help, As-If Asking for Suicide
How do you understand being told your trauma and terror needs quiet vs war and terrorism.
help us fight abuse v. help us fight abuses of grammar in fighting abuse
profiling ourselves before profiling by other people
does it effect ur mental health to speak like *?
what if mental health and freedom centers and shelters were as common and local as superstores and military support?
what you do not align with, you malign with?
a safe)emergency)emotional)physical shelter as welcoming as a (top? ) hotel?
appeal to emotion
signlines ... .. .... signlines
sometimes haviiiiiiiiiing money $till feels like you're poor
if treatment needs treatment
somefeel somethink changes everything-nothing-some-thing.
speak freely v speak freely --- free speech v. free feeling
helpful human?
too real.
bug
get away
keeping.
a superhero that takes care of everybody?
Sci Psy Take Care of Everybody?
*. *. magic*. *. *moments in (movies etc)
garble qurstions as are important questions
DFSVgD=+DVJIarbled&
Totally truly elaborate social structures
i didn't want to tell on abuse, i wanted to get help
global guesses
superstitious about abuse v. superserious about abuse
Perspectives
- Perspectif
- Garbled
pain and gain.
i can/not keep my thoughts and feelings in my head
"just a memory"
funerals v banerals
horror realities
dis/order i c m is d i s information
disdeleteriousness disdieleteriousness
you = me
feels healthy, feels hurtful
You're breaking, you're breaking it,, you're breaking i
Dictating yourself to be quiet
You can now, but it's different, because you are not violating i
free texture please . freetxturplsz
in recognition v in repetition
me.d.i.a literacy
Just trying to get people to hear.spell.i your name
texture tttxxttuuuurrrrrrreee t e x t u r e
- context
help
- hElP
- shhelp
- shhhhhelp
- shhhhhhhhhhelp
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- Scientific, Mentally Healthy Psychological Governance
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Language-Seeking_Behavior
dis/abuse
balance
mental health
understandings
Who? About? Me!?
psychotechnologically
v.00000000000000000001.ohh.hmm.sci.psy.why.shh.home.txt.doc.md.mm.wha?.me?
Sci Psy Cut Copy Paste | Sci Psy Feelthoughtbrainbeautystorm
Superpower
- Superhero
- test no? test yes
SciPsyZ
Stream-of-Conscience?-Ability?-Reality?
- think and feel and free yourself
- making money versus, verses making thoughts and feelings
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