v.00000000000000000001.ohh.hmm.sci.psy.why.shh.home.txt.doc.md.mm.wha?.me?

ok so i need home to feel free ... til True's still growi—|—|—|—|——|—|—|——|—|—|—i A - lil big feel think heart mind shield sci psy shh real i + u + why why why... =| :) :| :( - Z? --|--- - -- -- 

said so yes, but i need to tear through some bits, so let me spell bitwords plz. .. .

/i/ under careful construction and rererereorganization, please rererererererrrread carefully /!/

#shh? #shhelp? #shhpellcheck a b c #shhpell s h h #shhme hh #helpme h #shhelp x $hh y shh z #shhcheck #shhcheck123

#shh? #shhelp? #shhpellcheck a b c #shhpell s h h #shhme hh #helpme h #shhelp x $hh y shh z #shhcheck #shhcheck123

#shh? #shhelp? #shhpellcheck a b c #shhpell s h h #shhme hh #helps #helpme #helpsme #helpshh h #shhelp x $hh y shh z #shhcheck #shhcheck123

#shh? #spellcheck #spellshh #helpshh #shhpell #shhcheck #shhcheck123

#shh? #helpshh? #spellhelp #shhpell #spellshh #shhme #shhing #spellcheck #shhcheck #shhcheck123 #helpshh

#shh? #shhelp? #shhpellcheck a b c #shhpell s h h #shhme hh #helpme h #shhelp $hh shh #shhcheck #shhcheck123

#shh? #shhelp? #shhpellcheck a b c #shhpell s h h #shhme hh #helpme h #shhelp x $hh y shh z #shhcheck #shhcheck123

#shh? #shhelp? #shhpellcheck a b c #shhpell s h h #shhme hh #helpme h #shhelp hh$help s $hh shh #shhcheck #shhcheck123

#shh? #shhpellcheck a b c #shhpell s h h #shhhelp hh #shhcheck #shhcheck123

hh$help

#helpshh

<sensitive>#shh? #spellcheck #spellshh #helpshh #shhpell #shhcheck #shhcheck123</sensitive>

#spellhelp #spellshh #shhme #shhing #spellcheck #shhcheck #shhcheck123 #helpshh
proofshh

<sensitive>#shh? #helpshh? #spellhelp #shhpell #spellshh #shhme #shhing #spellcheck #shhcheck #shhcheck123 #helpshh </sensitive>

<sensitive>#shh? #shhing #spellcheck #helpcheck #shhcheck #shhcheck123 #helpshh</sensitive>

#helpshh? #spellhelp #shhpell #spellshh #shhme

helps me map.

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feeeieeel

fiiiiieeeeieeeeeEEEeeEEeeieeeeIiiiiIiiIiIIeeeeel

psychenmeshi cal scichoenmeshi c s hh

feelshhable
thinkshhable

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helpsme ffffffeel

true story, true shh; trueshh

good truth, bad truth, have you any whole?

whole parts ~ truth ~ whole

trust truse truce truse

trust trushh

use d to attention, abused to attention

patterned your life

emergency texture

if You define me.

prettypowerfuli iiI iI i ii i wanna draw an i. an I. an i IiI i I i i i ________ _______ ____ _______ moving through life #scipsyneedsign #helpscipsysign

holding x against you

holding y for you

holding i for me

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'Let me live, love and say it well in good sentences' -Plath

Emotionally Stable Sentence. mmm s e shh

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transition

able bodied
able minded
able feeling
able thinking
able ...

#feelable #feel #able ~

ambigliluity
ambigliluos
lilbig

iIiIii ii I i ii i

what it means i

self speech, self shh

true self speech, true self shh

false self speech, false self shh

full self speech, full self shh

free self speech, free self shh

free speech, free shh

~ self emotion, self shh

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organizi!i!ing

innoculate

antidote

"be a rainbow in someone else's cloud"

abrupt
abript
abruptshh

feelified,

objectified,

shhified

v.

feel first
object first
shh first

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food

my frets, my sensitivities. my hunger, my feed.

feeding feelings v starving feelings
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singsignscipsy

buildingmwentalhealthier costs $

objectionable

just like that.

explains a lot

do it yourself
feel it yourself
think it yourself
shh hh it yourself
o
hmm m it yourself.

opening minds, opening publishing

still loading, still feeling, still thinking

Etching Yourself, Erasing Yourself.

g r a vi ii tty breaks parceled p p eople l s

im going now.

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tearrrrr

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shh
spell
speak
breathe
s h h h h

shh
spell
speak
breathe
s h h h h

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starttiltrue/Alive? tiltrue/idontknow?

"Make it a safe one."

happy holi, sad holi, happyday, sadday...

kind of real

kind of important

basically i ran away (thinking feeling we were running away) but we were running back (in circles) told we are running a straight line

case-sensitivity

serious-sensitivity serious-case-sensitivity

very noisy security protocols

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"You're lucky you got a partner with a bleeding heart." -Almost Human

What it takes to tell people we will keep you safe, we will listen, (((we will judge you as able, full, regularly and without question to your intents)))

speaks to heart

speak feelings

express emotions

substantial thought, substantial feel,ing, substantial shh, substantial hmm, substantial ohh, substantial shh, substantial listening, substantial support

want to remember v want to forget

breaking down in standard grammar v breaking down in s h h

asking your problems v telling your problems

free speech of feeling

free speech of distress

free speech of hurting

free speech of disturbance

free speech of terror

free speech of injury

free speech of express me

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riff ruff riff rip riff rrrr

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ineffible feelings r still real feelings

what if reaching out hurts ourselves and risks ourselves

what colors we need bleed before we ask n listen openly

run me through your problem s h h

love v abuse
language called call, language called abuse
love called abuse, abuse called love
love called language, language called love

why, didn't i tell you?
why didn't i tell you?
why didn't i use one singular word to describe lifelong everyday through-you shh?
why didn't i tell who?
why didn't i tell you?
why didn't i tell?
wha dd i t

what i repeat gets me in trouble, what i repeat is abuse

things i repeat i feel in letter and limb get me in trouble, things i repeat i feel in letter and limb are abuse

#shh #abush #abuse #abushh

weighing coming out weigh i coming out way i coming out wei coming r out d D d rr r weighing life weighing shh weighing why weighing coming through weighing what we d..l

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stabilishh

speech act
performative utterances

vulnerability
vuln assessments

so far emo sup is defined by if you feel happy, not if i do at *any age

if people begin to use their systems to inform ourselves in greater breadths of

information has suffered. information work has suffered.

social giants and social ...shh

throttle.
throttleshh

sent people running } find people running )
people running

crazy not care, care not crazy, ~~

verbal disturbance of breathing, traumatic inculca of verb breaking healthier breathing patterns healthier

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if you read me well

meant to be real

real talk.

real shhh

wise about abuse

wise about language

why what perfect letter you have

why what long terms you have

why what silent

reallines frontlines deadlines no lines why lines yes|no shhhhlines

singshh v shhing

cryteria

criteria

crytearia

feeling real use

feeling verbal use

feeling

feeling real abuse

feeling verbal abuse

feeling physical abuse

deliberating

deliberate

known.

knownshh

unknown.

unknownshh

=

iknowfeel.

iknowfeelshh

knowfeel.

knowfeelshh

"Ever y word you speak is a profoun d secret." 12 Years a Slave

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life language
real life language
life define language
life defining language

matters of heart, matters of mind, matters of care, matters of kind

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proofreading
prooffeeling
proofthinking
proofpainful
proofsense
proofpain
proofhurt
prooffree
proofshh

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weaving i together
weaving ii together
weaving iiii together
weaving iiiiiii together
weaving iii!i!ii!ii!i together

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press
pressu
pressure
pression
impression
repression
depression
dispression
supression
cryptopression

impressure
repressure
depressure
dispressure
mispressure
suppressure
cryptopressure

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counter.
countershh

=
read real, read laws, read feels, read thoughts, read counts, read shh hh h h

readtogether, readtoshh, readme, readmeshh, read shh, readi. .

read laws, read feels, read thoughts, readtogether, readtoshh, readme, readmeshh, read shh, readi. .

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id ask i f i f i f i m i m i f i m i ii i

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wdyd.
wdydshh

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highly-electric(strings-of)-abuse

im on your leashh, your line of credit, yoyr line of shh

//i ii ii Ii

what strings me is partly asking why so many alters are so clear to some, equally with why so many alters are so unclear to some.

i faced a formation driven by terrorizing me at my core, with i iI! I i iIIIIii i  I!i I ii incision.

 ii iIi i 

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context(e

i grew up taken, taken out, severely (taken) out of context

i am privilaged tohave found a language in terms of a word that i can use in my name

i do not know what context i was in, i was in so much context of other people, and with other peoples dictations, without question, of who i am, of what i feel, of what i think, of my state of mind, of my state of health, of my state of body, of my state *

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huh

huhhh

hhhuhhh h

hhhushhh

hhhuhshh h

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Evi DeNt i

Evi

Evo

post Hmm by Sci as first Evo spk?

..v Judge U v Judge i? v Judge i V Judge U

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prettypowerful!info
@prettypowerfuli?
reallyprettypowerfulinfoif/notinfo

emotional life. physical life. real life.

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allday.
alldayshh

allbody.
allbodyshh

allmind.
everymindshh

allfeel.
everyfeelshh

allthought,
everythoughtshh

allshh.
everyshhhhh

alli iii iii ii i.
allishh

=

everyday.
everydayshh

everybody.
everybodyshh

everymind.
everymindshh

everyfeel.
everyfeelshh

everythought,
everythoughtshh

everyshh.
everyshhhhh

everyi.
everyishh

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own.
ownshh

ownme.
ownmeshh

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grow words
grow people

grow life
grow shh

changing life
changing people

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deliberate stonewalling pppppllll pl ppl ppl people stonewalling in a stonewalled buildiing of your control, your context, your own texture, where i am _.

curb.
curbshh

dress.
dresshh

undress.
undressshh

cover.
covershh

Dear Abuse, What was your fantasy?

compromised.
compromisedshh
shhpromisedshh
shhhhhhihhhhh

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shh and usernames and passwords and me

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use in all forms,
ask in all forms
shh in all forms.,
tell in all forms,
abuse in all formshh

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shh and usernames and passwords and m(w((e((w(((o((h(m(ms(h)h)e)r)e

shh and use and abuse and usernames and passwords and edits and reports and m(w((e((w(((o((h(m(ms(h)h)e)r)e

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shh sounds real, shh sounds feels, shh sounds thought, shh pain, shh i

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form you, form shh
firmyou, firmshh

???

if its an emergency,
if its ever an emergency
if it was ever an emergency.

..~it was ever an action

????

coming out to feel, coming out to feel real..

coming out alive ^^

coming out a s hh h

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own every step of every step of every step of

spiritualabuse.
spiritualshhhh

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show your life, show your work, show your shh

show you're real, show yourself, show urself

authority.
authorityshh
authorityshhh

reforms you, forms you, deforms you, shhforms you

all forms, dominant forms, submissive forms, shh forms

before if i read spiritual abuse, i felt it was magic, now if i read spiritual abuse, i get it was facts, factshh

"sounds like a death sentence" the good wife

???!??!??!?!?!??

language feels.

about l
about )
about i
about (
about u
about us
about use
about feel
about time
about space
about abuse
about thought
about huwmaniii ii ii i

stresstest
stresstestshh

shhtest
shtestshh

turning people on, turning people off
turning needs on, turning needs off
turning real on, turning real off
turning shh on, turning shh off

turning ourself, turning ourshh

"you created the danger"

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so painful it starts to form you

patterns to repeat

controlling traffic to repeat

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if we do not compare eachother
if /we/do/not/compare/eachother

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out of control people calling people out of control
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rithm
rithmshh

feeling given texture

a texture for me to feel real

... feel alive

..

language is a foundation, of formation, of identity, of self, of

texturesthoughtstexturesthoughtstextures
texturesemotionstexturesemotionstextures
texturesdrugstexturesdrugstextures
textureslawstextureslawstextures
textureshhtextureshhtextures

going through motions, going through threads, going through formations, going through emotions, going through identity, going through shh, going through ohh, going through trees, going through hmm, going through breathing, going through life, going through listening, going through individuals

present and a feel for.
present and allowed for.
present and a thought for.
present and accounted for.

present and allowed for.
present and accounted for.

i made a spelling mistake that i really didn't mean nor say, i made a spelling standard form that said i felt ok.

who is your role model if you are shh ow uck ew ahh ff f

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generative.
generativeshh

owness shhness ownoway ownoness

leash

what are . what we

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pain x shh = abuse

life x shh = abuse

real x abuse = care

real x shh = abuse

in terms of what we ask/show/u/n/know/n/o/shh/yes/tell/real v in terms of abuse

take care of you

real in, real out

make it in, make it out

care it in, care it out

repeatableableableableable.
repeatunderstanding.
repeatabletogether.
repeatableme. repeatableneeds. repeatablelines. repeatablesigns. repeatableshh. repeatablebusiness. repeatshhbiz. repeatablepain. repeatshhable. repeatableexperience. repeatablecare. repeatablewhy.

you feel

ur being really serious.

welike abuse runs in life term(s((h(((h

keep alive. v. keep your life v. keep your business. v. keep your body, mind, identity, emotions, thoughts, breath,

balancing if. balancing why.

if i!iIi1i1i1! have power * will * (w((h(((y(y(

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what do you do to feel, if multiple forms of multiple realities, create a need for x y z 1 2 3 a b c you, before i, after i, between i and i is a math and language going shh and shh til true.

animated.
animatedshh

tilTrue.
tilTrue.shh

til True.
til True.shh

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life forms
life forms of shh
life forms of abuse

life terms
life trms of

trees of form

trees of life

it eats at me, chomp chomp shh shh

Your feelings for me dictate my life. v Your feelings for me support my life.

consentual reality, naked reality

a feel that defines, i feel that defines, I feel that defines.

#GiveASeat #TakeASeat #GiveVoice #TakesAVoice sh #TakesYourVoiceAway h #TakesYourBreathAway shh
#MakeAFriend, #TakesAFriend s #TakesYourFriendssh #ShhAFriend h hmm #HmmAFriend!

if you can look at your face,
if you can look at your shh

if you can look at your feel,
if you can look at your thought

if you can look at your real
if you can look at your not

if you can look at your repeat
if you can look at your repeatshh

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it needs to be said. (((?((?(? ?

failure to report abuse ....(signposts..

what is a system has no face, wha....

What if a silent treatment is what social organizations processing trauma unintentionally enact and enforce, repeating trauma by challenging our ability to listen to ourselves to remember our own terms, by making a room safer to shh than feel pain people disturbingly feel?
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What if a silent treatment is what social organizations processing trauma unintentionally enact and enforce, by challenging our ability to listen and remember each other, by making a room safer to shh than feel pain people disturbingly feel?

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in no way shape o r form was i ii i i ii ii! i II! i ii !iI \ iiI i / _. .. .
in yes way shape or form was ._ ... .\!i ii i i ii ii! i II! i ii !iI \ iiI i i i iii i I!i!

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evolution.
evolutionshh

formation.
formationshh

pathoshh
pathoshh

pathological.
pathologicalshh

psychological.
psychologicalshh

mentalhealth.
mentalhealthshh

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my favorites so far?... im organizii ii i i ii i...... hmm... updating as we read, still need to be careful with what we come to terms with, what feel/think/not in termshh......
a
b
c

d
e
f Sci + Psy Z daresay Go There?
g
h Scientific, Mentally Healthy, Psychological Language + Psychological Force (Scientific Soul, Mentally Healthy Spirit, Psychological Language + Psychological Force of Heart, Mind, Law & Shield?)
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j tilTrue.info/texture/context/rhetoric-rHeToRiC-RhEtOrIc-Rhetoric
k
l https://www.facebook.com/prosody/posts/835168264424
mmmm.... hmm...
no.....
o.....
please know I'm still spelling it out to myself as well as you, if we can come to terms we live with gooder idk...

child|adult mental health advocacy
"Missing Matters" rhymes answering What matters most to you and why? on Quora)

emotional-verbal-physical abuse survivor thoughts
long-lost-and-profound pain and abuse
answers about Abuse Survivors)

trans* / youth empowerment, homelessness (I ask questions, like Homelessness: What is more sensitive and attentive wording than "homeless" and "homeless shelter?")

also i'll write about why i'm banned from Quora right now for my grammar "style", talking like i think.. right.